One Love Photo: this girl has some serious bridal beauty going on...
I had a post all written about my LAST wedding wish to be for love and a happy marriage... yada yada. But....I'm not going to post it....because today, for the first time during this whole wedding thing I'm freaking out.
No...not about any of the wedding stuff. With all that I'm good.
I'm freaking with my own physical insecurities. Maybe I'm just having one of "those" days. Ya know? Where you feel fat and ugly and frizzy and sloppy. Days like this are the worst.
I'm pissed I didn't exercise or diet at all...as I won't have that typical toned bridal body that many woman create for their big day. I'm getting married with my real bod...curves and bumps and backfat and all...maybe even a little more curves than usual.
Then my "look?" I'm not a stylist...I have no idea if the stuff I chose will coordinate nicely for this thing. I'm having serious second thoughts about everything I've chosen. Except for my shoes...my new yellow shoes are pretty fab.
I'm officially nervous about what I will look like. And I feel like an idiot for sharing that with you...except this is part of my journey. And I need to get over this because I sound freaking ridiculous.
WTF is wrong with me.