Saturday, November 30, 2013

just like before


Here's my handsome lil stud muffin...Jack...mmmmmmmm....I love him.

I can't believe that Thanksgiving came and went.  I can't believe 2014 is right around the corner.  I can't believe I started blogging again only to leave my page silent for 2 weeks.  So basically, the problem is just like it was before...every intention to blog...never a spare second for me to dedicate to doing so. 

There are so many items I want to talk about...how we selected a preschool for Clara, a daycare for Jack...how I am trying to finally survive in the crazy unstable world of healthcare as a newbie doctor....how we are living with my parents...how I cook several meals on the weekend to freeze and eat throughout the week....how I've gained a lot of unwelcome weight...how I'm in awe at how spectacular motherhood is...how I sometimes wonder if it really will slow down again....how there are days that go by where my husband and I are like two ships passing in the night.... how I don't sit down and watch TV during the week ... how I want more children...or that I realize I'm so deeply in love with my life in this small moment that I could cry and scream and laugh at the same time. 

So not perfect...but so perfectly mine. 

4 comments:

  1. Oh, I'm so happy you're back to blogging world. I've missed your sweet little family and honest posts. I feel the same way about blogging and a busy life- did life not get 500 times crazier with two kids? I can't believe you even talk of more ( I am amazed by moms who want more kids in general)...I instead am getting an IUD. Too busy. I was feeling bad about not posting henry's birth story until a month later...but then I read a refreshing post from jenloveskev- and she was talking about kind of feeling bad that she devotes too much time to blogging. I guess there is no winning. But I love that it forces me to remember and catalog our life. To do something with those photos we take and tell stories. Not everything. But something to remember this crazy busy fast paced life. Anyways. I look forward to your posts however rare or often they are :) Jack is super cute!! He looks familiar.... like oh, Clara? Crazy.

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  2. I think Jack looks like his dad!

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  3. Just caught up on the last few posts. Glad to hear you're settled (somewhat) in good 'ole AZ. Now that it's nice and cold here in NY I'm really jealous that you're out of residency and in a warmer place! ;) Miss you!

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  4. So happy you're back!
    How is Arizona and living with the parents, do they help you out?
    Im sure it will all get better , just not overnight.
    Merry Christmas to you & your beautiful family!

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