Monday, June 6, 2011

i quit

well - today I wanted to quit.   Really wanted to.   I really feel like residency is designed to either induce depression or insanity.  Mine is causing me both...but mostly sadness because I miss my baby so bad it hurts. 

I am miserable.  Boo!!!

8 comments:

  1. Oh Jes, I don't know how you do it. I hope that you find your happiness, no matter if you go with or against the grain. Never forget that you're in control of your life girly. I wish you all the best, as I always do. :)

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  2. Oh no! I'm so sorry. And I thought I had a bad day. You and your crazy job and being away from your sweet little one. Cori is right, you are amazing. Even on your bad days.

    P.S. I think it's crazy that I clicked over comment on your post and I saw my own wedding picture in the link list. I may be blushing...

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  3. i'm so sorry you had a bad day. just think...it's all going to be worth it in the end!

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  4. just take it day by day! It will all be worth it and that little baby girl will be so proud of her mommy!

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  5. It will get better, I promise. I've watched my brother go through his junior doc days, and there were times when he wanted to throw in the towel and leave medicine. He's now in a specialty he loves (psychiatry) and is happier than I've ever seen him. Hang in there!

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  6. residency sucks. period. end of story.

    i feel this way at least once a month (often more) and i don't even have a beautiful baby girl i have to say goodbye to in the morning.

    hang in there and try and remember the days you change patients lives.

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  7. So, so sorry.

    stephanie@metropolitanmama.net

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